My Last day In Uia for this very semester.
Even i was freed from the burden of study, it still a sad day for me. I will not be able to see the resemblance of an “angel” in this world for about 3 months. I believe that she is the resemblance of bidadari syurga. I wish i could talk with her. I have to admit that i`m incapable of interacting with gurls. My weakness had agonies my for about 4 years, since i left my all boys school. The angel i talked about just now was in my class since at the matriculation centre. First sight did not reveal anything speacial about her, but when i continuously be in the same class 4 days a week made me realized how cute she was. When ppl intrested with a person, every single act and character is in their hand. I couldnt say anything. Even a fierce looking person like me will fail if it comes to talking with gurl. I have such desires, but to overcome my weakness is something that could not be done through natural process. I heard rumors that the angel i talked about is no longer available. I knew myself better than anyone else. i know that i`m not a person that can stand besides her, even if i wish so. Who ever she shall be with, i pray that she will really be in the heaven, as one of the chief bidadari to her husband. I know that no one will read my blog therefore this matter will rest here, without anyone notice about it.
This night, i set a new personal record. I barely managed to finish 50 metre butterfly stroke. Moreover, i had finished 4 laps of butterfly stroke and i felt like i had already finish my 40th. I then go for freestlye and i finished my 1000 metre at 9.30 p.m. I love swimming like i love to see the angel and to hold my baby. I wish i can meet my only dear student this holidays. May be i wish to much, and i do less good deeds. That`s why my wishes will only be wishes….
